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look for the girl with the broken smile

ask her if she wants to stay a while | and SHE WILL BE LOVED;;;

Created on 2007-11-15 23:53:49 (#14260686), last updated 2008-03-05

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Name:	P ; "PENCHANT"

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[p]ENCHANT

Name: Perua Alexandrov
Alias: Penchant/P (uses 'Penchant' mostly.)
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Sexuality: No experience with either sex, we'll list it as bisexual because it's much more fun. ;3
Habit/Neurosis: Penchant is constantly chewing on something. Be it her fingernail, a straw, or the fabric of her coat. She'll chew on anything to busy herself. She's incredibly shy and has an inferiority complex.

[p]ERSONALITY&[p]AST

Personality: Awkward. Penchant is very awkward. She was essentially alienated from humans at an early age and doesn't know how to deal with them; she'll say "thank you" for the oddest things. For example, you could insult her from here to Tim-Buck-Two, and get a "thanks" as a response. She's terribly shy; you could ask her a question and she'll stare at you for a minute before turning and running off. Call on her and she'll drop everything before inching away. She's clumsy -- she trips, breaks, dislocates or sprains something every day. She's afraid of being lonely, so she desires to be more outgoing. Penchant, however, does not try to acheive this goal. She's not content with being the shy, quiet girl no one acknowledges, or even knows exists, but she's doubtful she could be anything more than that. She'd like to, but she's pessimistic in thought and has no faith in herself.

Penchant is not particularly curious. She might research it, but in actual field work, she'd rather sit and moniter the screens instead of exploring herself. This is a combination of doubt that she'd last long enough to get any information, and knowledge that, well, she'd probably slip up in some way! She is very "spacey" and forgetful, so much so that it's practically in her schedule to forget to tie her sneaker laces and fall flat on her face in the middle of the hall. She's actually so spacey that she once nearly cut her entire finger off while attempting to clean a large, sharp knife. Despite all this, she doesn't forget easily. Her memory is very good and she never forgets a face. She actually knows most of the residents of Wammy's, it's just they don't know her. Or, if they do, Penchant must completely disregard it. She does well in school, she might not be the best and she's certainly not the worst, thankfully, but she's convinced she's not doing well at all. She won't get any better, she tells herself, so Penchant barely bothers studying. Sure, she'll read, but she won't study. It's pointless in her mind, because she's already screwed by being so shy, and closed off from others.

She isn't particularly whiney, however. She would never say these things publically, not because she doesn't want worry anyone, but because she doubts anyone will care. She is, after all, just the quiet and awkward girl.

History: "Perua" was born to a family that owned a large company in Russia. Complications arose during birth, and her mother died hours after Perua was born. Her father was ashamed to see his first born was a girl, expecting a boy to take over his buissiness, and so once she was able to walk, Perua was locked in her room.

The windows had bars on them, and there was only one large window in the overwhelmingly lonely room, it was covered with dark blinds so no light could penetrate it. Once in a while, a maid would come up to the room to play with her out of pity. She eventually got it into her head that, if she could get her father's approval, she would be let out of her "bird cage". She worked hard, constantly studying and reading books well beyond her reading level. From mathmetics, to history, to psychology to mythology, she read it all untill she knew the book inside out. She even asked to take up ballet and piano, though her request was shot down because that would mean she would have to leave her room. Still, she kept heart and kept trying. Her pleas fell on deaf ears, and soon, her efforts became pointless. Her father re-married and ten months later, a new heir was born.

A male heir.

He saw no use in her anymore, so Perua's father put her up for adoption and sent her abroad, to America, to an orphanage. She was thirteen.

Perua kept to herself still. She had lost her place without even knowing or acheiving it, but she wasn't particularly bitter. The few times she'd seen her father, he he had been colder than cold. He barely acknowledged her existence, so how was she needed? Or even necessary, for that matter. The only surprising thing, to Perua, was that he had given her enough thought to end her Hell by finally giving her up. Still, she found that no one really 'wanted' her. She was too shy to approach any of the other children and within a year, she was carted off to another orphanage in hopes she'd fit in more there.

No such luck. Penchant remained shy and quiet, but was still not transferred. She didn't get along with anyone very well and another year passed before she was sent to Wammy's. It's been a year, and she still doesn't 'stick out' like the others. Still quiet, still shy, still clueless. Perua has become Penchant, but even her "new name" as she might call it, cannot dispell her past demons and her desire to be wanted.

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This is a roleplaying journal for the rp

the_succession. P is a fictional character created by

moedere for enjoyment. Her PB is Otomiya/Kamiya Haine from Arina Tanemura's Shinshi Doumei Cross. I do not own the image of Haine, I'm just borrowing it for convincence.
I am contactable through AIM as solarnomiko. ♥

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